WTF

Let's all get fucked up, cut our wrists, show the veins

Fuck a normal coping mechanism I choose pain

Floating off the drugs, in and out's a normal day

Because therapy's expensive and I only got a k

So I choose something else

Fuck you I won't ask for help

My anxiety is eating me

It never treats me well

Toughest skin, like a shell

Take a pill, might as well

My depression got me fucked up

Feeling like I am in hell

So I smoke and I drive

Hoping I won't be alive

And I take my pills with alcohol

Please god just let me die

In this hell I don't thrive

My life go down like a dive

If I tried to fucking kill my self

The doctors would revive

So I cope with the drugs

My mind feeling like a slug

Aye I'm barely breathing this my healing

Feel just like a rug

Way they walk on me so smug

Bitch I need a fucking hug

Or I will stop trying not to die

And let me fuck this up

Self sabotage, yeah I wanna wake up dead

Flames up in my mind, I can't get 'em out my head

When I pull up, yeah I'm never off the meds

Gonna make me great, I just feel like shit instead

Wanna take some drugs, you wanna numb the pain

It'll fuck you up, and you'll feel like Kurt Cobain

I know where to look and I know where to point blame

For the reason that I wanna blow my fucking brain

Fill my blood with fucking toxins

Know that I'm gon do this often

Take like 20 fucking oxys

Got me acting kinda sloppy

Chemicals got me not walking

Close my eyes I see the bodies

Trapped up in my mind yeah

This the shit I should be dodging

Put me in the cemetery

I am my own adversary

Fighting with myself yeah

At this point it's customary

Perc and lean is dietary

White just like it's January

I know I don't wanna go cause

I know I'll be fucking legendary