Denial

Late January nights

We'd stare up at the skies

I'd stay up late for you

And everything was right

But now the feeling's gone

And everything is wrong

It happened all too soon

Just take me back to June, yeah

Two years running from this mess

And I'm hopeless cause I know that we're through

A little hazy and I'm not over you

And I'm trying but not getting too far

Instead of healing I'll just pick at my scars

Thought I saw your car

I wonder how you are

And everyone around you

I hope they know it's not true

Two years running from this mess

And I'm hopeless cause I know that we're through

A little hazy and I'm not over you

And I'm trying but not getting too far

Instead of healing I'll just pick at my scars

You watch me drown

I can't get out

Choked up, I realize I lost myself

Pushed down, float up, so stuck in this spiral

No air, blue lungs, all cause of my denial