LIGHTS OUT

Lights out, goodnight, I'm putting it to bed

She just tried to text me but I left the shit on read

And Imma stay inside my room, drowning in my sweat

I've been getting high again and I got no regret

Yeah I got no regret

When I told her that I loved her and she left

Mmhh yeah baby girl what's next?

I don't know huh

Probably me chasing my ex

I've done it so many times I'm a pro yeah yeah

Begging on my knees with my heart on my sleeve

Why is it?

I don't realize it until they leave

I gave my heart to a BPD

And I love every inch of her trauma needs

All them cut legs

Suicide attempts, low self-esteem

All these people telling me

That "she shouldn't even be my queen"

So so are they not?

So are they not worthy of love because they broken?

Lights out, goodnight, I'm putting it to bed

She just tried to text me but I left the shit on read

And Imma stay inside my room, drowning in my sweat

I've been getting high again and I got no regret

I've been getting high again and I got no regret

I ain't got no regret

I feel bad, but that's life

On and on 'til you're…

Dead

And if I was to feel bad about anyone

It'd be you bitch, I swear

Make my bed and nut in it

My PB I'm too high to share

Secrets like air in water

Rise up to reveal, oh, quite the scare

She wants all the proof

That I'm all really there

Car chase down the street

Messing up her hair

But no longer an understatement

DMT to memory wipe you treatment

'Eternal Sunshine' the guy I'm being

Lights out, goodnight, I'm putting it to bed

She just tried to text me but I left the shit on read

And Imma stay inside my room, drowning in my sweat

I've been getting high again and I got no regret

So I lost sleep every night

Never even think you tried

Why you gotta act so vain?

Cocaine nosebleeds fucking up my necklace

Never wanted you to stay

I've been wine drunk fucked up every single night in the summertime

And now that you're gone I find myself at peace

Grinding my teeth from the inside out

Could've let you in but you couldn't go without

All your pain, and all your vices

Why should I just sit beside them?