Not A Saint

I'm not a saint

I'm not a saint

I'm not a saint

I don't pray like I used to

I don't feel it when i do

I let things in I shouldn't

And now I don't wanna lose it

I'm not a saint

Never really tried to be

You keep looking for the old me

But that's not who you'll see

You say I changed

Like it's a bad thing

Like i was ever

What you thought I'd be

I'm not a saint

I never was

I tried to change

I gave it up

You say my name

Like you still care

But I don't feel

Anything there

I'm not a saint

I'm not a saint

I let it in and I stayed there

Didn't even try to fight it

You call it wrong but I don't care

I think I finally like it

I'm not a saint

I stopped pretending

You see it now

But I've been bending

You say I changed

Like it's a bad thing

Like I was ever

What you thought I'd be

I'm not a saint

I never was

I tried to change

I gave it up

You say my name

Like you still care

But I don't feel

Anything there

I'm not a saint

I think I like it that way

I'm not a saint

I never was

I tried to change

I gave it up

You say my name

Like you still care

But I don't feel

Anything there

I'm not a saint