Stepping out into the line I might as well be in disguise
When I'm walking in the class, I can see it their eyes
That they don't know me or what's inside
And they don't seem to care when they make me cry
When they're calling me a b****, punk, nerd, little f*****
I don't know what I did that made them so mad but
If I could, I would say that I'm sorry
And maybe that would change the hateful names that they call me
But instead they bully me on social media
"Drink some bleach and, die the world's not in need of you"
But my parents have always tried to support me
Even when I thought that it was my fault that they were divorcing
And I can't seem to get a grip
Why the f*** is my life like this
So I gather the materials I need
As I write the word "goodbye"
The tears are running down my cheek
The rope is itchy around my neck
But I
Take the steps that end my fourteen years of life
Those words that you say
Don't matter today
But in the end, you cause the pain
You cause the pain
Those words that you say
Don't matter today
But in the end, you cause the pain
You cause the pain
You cause the pain
Nobody ever cares what the bad kid thinks
No one knows about the dad that drinks
I never tell anybody what the truth is
Act hard from the scars and the bruises
No love I only feel distain
Want to make somebody else feel this pain
Somebody's going to feel the shame
That I feel won't stop until they feel the same
I picked him out of a crowd, he looked weak
Hey everybody, take a look at this geek
You nerdy little f***** why don't you go and drink bleach
Then I started with the rumor technique
But, it never changed how I felt inside
If I could just take back all the tears he cried
It never made that pain subside
And it only made it worse on the day that he died
Now I know I got to live with the guilt
Knowing everything I did wasn't right
Now the blood on my hands won't fade
I'm the blame that he took his life
Those words that you say
Don't matter today
But in the end, you cause the pain
You cause the pain
Those words that you say
Don't matter today
But in the end, you cause the pain
You cause the pain
Self-destruction is my only ending
Pushed into a corner
I can't go any further
Self-destruction is my only ending
Pushed into a corner
I can't go any further
Can't go any further
Can't go any further
Those words that you say
Don't matter today
But in the end, you cause the pain
Those words that you say
Don't matter today
But in the end, you cause the pain
Those words that you say
Don't matter today
But in the end, you cause the pain
You cause the pain
Those words that you say
Don't matter today
But in the end, you cause the pain
You cause the pain
Those words that you say
Don't matter today
But in the end, you cause the pain
You cause the pain
Those words that you say
Don't matter today
But in the end, you cause the pain
You cause the pain