I Think It's Fun

Woke up feeling like I'm already dead

Take a shot and let it go to my head

I guess it's time for me to do it again

I think it's fun and I don't want it to end

I hate it, but I grow to like the pain inside

It's a comfort that's twisted

The scars are where I learned to hide

I've fallen down those stairs again

I don't expect you to understand

It's hard to build with empty hands

But I'll keep trying only if I can

Anxious, surrounded by the thoughts inside my brain

They echo through the silence, driving me insane

They pull me in, wrap me in a web I can't escape

In the noise, lost and then I'm bending 'til I break

And lately

I hate it

And lately

I hate it

I've fallen down those stairs again

I've fallen down those stairs again

I don't expect you to understand

I don't expect you to understand

Anxious, surrounded by the thoughts inside my brain

They echo through the silence, driving me insane

They pull me in, wrap me in a web I can't escape

In the noise, lost and then I'm bending 'til I break

And lately

I hate it

And lately

I hate it