Текст песни
It's 4:34am on the balcony, just up thinking
I'm Back in that mode, back in my zone
I just watered my seeds, my flowers they grow
I'm touching new heights, above the ozone
Looking outta the plane, thinking I cannot go home
Sick of the relationship fallouts, man i'll cross 'em all out
I ain't working on shit with you niggas, friendship call outs
Fighting with the fam, you'll think this was the brawl house
Told bro I needed to ISO, he told me to ball out
Don't you hate when the ones showing love, start showing envy
You acting immature, my nigga you gotta be kidding
We can all be eating, talking money, nigga it's plenty
Tryna stay blessed, but i feel better when I'm sinning
I keep having migraines, cause my mind stay wondering
Anxious for my future, but my past steadily haunting me
Said I'm over shit, but really I wanna put niggas on gildan tees
Then end my night asking God to forgive me please
But ion really care bout that, stop asking how I feel bout that
Just to make it, and to feed my people, boy I'll really kill bout that
My 9 done fucked a lot of people, it probably gotta STD
Bullets shooting diseases, it's amazing how he ain't deceased
Shit crazy, like I'm really here chilling with my feet kicked up. Let's elevate
I can't sleep a full a night, I'm having dreams bouta wealthy future
Call me teddy vandross, make a house a home, like luther
Told God to wash my sins, and do it soft, man use a loofa
Then I turned around and went and brought another shooter
What the fuck is wrong with me, too many nights spent over east
I knew that i was different, when i got excited for robberies
I could never go back to where I came from
Climbing down the ladder feel too shameful
That's why i stay focused, but nobody really notice
They just think I'm taking breaks, when my goals really unfolding
I'm done with the balcony, get up out this seat
Headed for the elevator, up to the penthouse suite
I'm Back in that mode, back in my zone
I just watered my seeds, my flowers they grow