Holding It Together (Was Never Enough)

I wrapped it in bandages, duct tape, prayer

Kept holding the weight you pretended wasn't there

The branch been snapped for miles, babe

But I stood there bleeding, keeping it raised

You fucked every friend I ever brought through the door

Because breaking things is all you live for

You screamed in my house, made me afraid

Then gaslit me like I overplayed

You made me feel dumb, small, weak

Like I should apologize for trying to speak

You smiled with that fake-ass chill disguise

While twisting the knife behind your eyes

I let it go... and let it go... and let it go

But you don't know... you never know... what I know

I was holding it together when it was already broke!

Hands bleeding, back breaking under the joke

You thought the bandage fixed what you destroyed

But I was the one holding the void!

Now you want to fix it? Bitch, too late

I carried your weight till I shattered in place

I ain't your crutch, your rope, your disguise

I let go and I rise, I rise, I rise!

You flipped like a coin in the palm of deceit

Preach peace in your texts then start the repeat

Contradictions your only loyalty chain

You made me insane while calling me "plain"

Every meltdown, I was the wall

You blamed me again for catching the fall

You called me dramatic, you called me cold

You called me back when your lies got old

I let it go... and let it go... and let it go

But you don't know... you never know... what I know

I was holding it together when it was already broke!

Hands bleeding, back breaking under the joke

You thought the bandage fixed what you destroyed

But I was the one holding the void!

Now you want to fix it? Bitch, too late

I carried your weight till I shattered in place

I ain't your crutch, your rope, your disguise

I let go and I rise, I rise, I rise!

You fuck my friends then text "don't be mad lol"

You scream in my home then gaslight it all

You broke every bond, then blamed me for leaving

You killed the branch then cursed me for grieving

You thought I was stupid? I was survival smart

I held your chaos while you ripped me apart

I was holding it together when it was already broke!

Hands bleeding, back breaking under the joke

You thought the bandage fixed what you destroyed

But I was the one holding the void!

Now you want to fix it? Bitch, too late

I carried your weight till I shattered in place

I ain't your crutch, your rope, your disguise

I let go and I rise, I rise, I rise!

I rise, I rise, I RISE!