The Last Letter

Yeah I've been feeling like I miss you but

I've been feeling like I miss me more

Everyone's always telling me I'm cold, I'm cold hearted

And there ain't no replacing you but

I feel like I need to find myself again

I've just been losing myself

Just losing everything that used to make me, me

And the only thing I got left is the music

So I just need to... I just need to find myself man

This is the last letter

Yo, tried to find the words but all that comes to me is silence

The page is black and white, lost the vibrance, that's what 2025 is

It's been a couple months since I've been writing

It's the 31st December as I write this

All these feelings I've been fighting

Meet a new girl still I'm reminded

That my trust ain't ever safe

I ain't confiding, ain't a home that I reside in

I tried to heal but life will do the worst

I learned from early people leave, my father taught me first

Used to build a bond but then my mind became broken

Used to having problems with emotions

Now the words just unspoken

Now it's only silence that I'm picking

'Less I'm searching for a feeling I evoke

I've been broke and been broken

Beauty of it all, I've been chosen

Built a new path and kept hoping

The watch is two toning

Thinking 'bout a house up on the ocean

Yeah without you that's the option that I've chosen

I miss summer, miss winter, guess I miss the fall

Sitting in the springs and all I'm feeling is this rainy pour

They say there's beauty in the struggle, saw your beauty more

Feeling like I miss you but I'm feeling like I miss me more

Middle of the winter yet I'm building up a sweat

All these veins run cold lost the red

And yet I'm filled with no regrets

Heart all on my sleeve nah that's Patek

Carh I lost bare love and lost respect

And nah I don't want to

Feeling like this shit's just impromptu

Feeling like I'm lost, it's hard not to