Everything's alright

I'm staring at the ceiling locked in my mind

Every moment feels like I'm running out of time

The bottle's calling softly a seductive crib

But every sip I take it's a darker trip

Fading like the shadows I'm losing the fight

These demons in my head haunt me every night

So tell me where do I go when there's nowhere to turn

These chains wrap tighter each lesson unlearned

I'm drowning in the silence no comfort no guide

Just echoes of the choices that have left me outside

I used to see the sunlight now I feel so cold

Chasing feeding highs that turn to ashes and mold

The laughter in my heart has turned into tears

And every little hit just amplifies my fears

In a world that's spinning I just wanna stop

But every high is fleeting like my last breath's dropped

So tell me where do I go when there's nowhere to turn

These chains wrap tighter each lesson unlearned

I'm drowning in the silence no comfort no guide

Just echoes of the choices that have left me outside

If only I could break free I'd find my way home

But in this dark abyss I'm forever alone

If only I could break free I'd find my way home