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Growing up man it was hard

I balled up my feelings stuffed that bitch in a jar

Use to go to mars

So I wont go to war

I only have a few on my chart

Closest ones are in my heart

And back then, not on purpose but I would use starve

Took my self apart

I really hated it because moms and step dad would use to always fight

Then I learned about true fright

That shit really didn't feel right

It was real hard to sleep at night

First few times I even cried

Then I got into stuff became a kite

That shit just made it worse

Lucky I didn't end up in a Herse

But damn that shit still does hurt

It stained me just like a burn

Mom didn't like it when we cursed

I promise ima make sure to serve

Once I get out this dirt

Close ones and family are pinned

I'm trying my best not to sin

No more bad things man

And No more sinning man

Cant even see yo family the same they switch up too, like my aunt

I wanna get all away from the past also, but like I just cant

I didn't really know who to talk to about this, I couldn't vent

It's hard thinking about what you wanna do, but now I have a purpose

Giving back to my moms, she the whole reason I did it so I'll make sure she don't have to do no more working

But even if I can't in the future, she'll understand cause no one's perfect

Only trying to finish school and graduate cause mama wants me to

All the promises I made to her I swear it'll come true

Hard for me to let go of some people, we was stuck like glue

I'll be the few to admit that all if this is foreal true

And had someone in my life that was foreal my true love

But we know that we not perfect man I really did fuck up

And if people try to get in my way, the fuck ima push and shove

But with her man, I loved her too much even after everything, we would fit like a glove

I had enough

Its mostly about trust

Bout trust