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I have some demons and I can't escape em
(I can't escape them, no)
I did some things that I wasn't okay with
(Wasn't okay with ‘em, no)
I been so bothered to where I can't fake it
I can't explain it
I'm feelin jaded
Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing
Bitch I'm amazing
But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah)
cnd I don't really know what's goin on in my head
(Goin' on in my head, yeah)
cnd I don't know what's really real or what's in my head
(Goin' on in my head)
Why is everybody tryna get in my head?
Stay away from me, I got demons
I got some demons
I try to keep them from seepin
They sleepin
My wrath got me tweakin
I act without thinkin
Get mad for no reason
If they want smoke
Then I'm practically steaming
I got a problem my mental is fucked
I go missing for months when I'm livid
I'm different
I'm hittin em up
I ain't givin you love
Ima give you these hands cause I don't give a fuck
Man living was rough
I witnessed trauma that shit really molded me
Fucked up the older me
I was like 2 when my father had ghosted me
Only was 5 when my stepdad was over me
Beatin my mom punchin her in her ovaries
I was just 7 when I witnessed murder
cnd I never told, but I swear that had broken me
I was round 8 when that anger got hold of me
I'm so gone
cnd nobody else was really down for me, it's whatever ima clap back
I'm so gone, yeah
Been tryna find peace in the money, stashin paper like a backpack
I'm so gone
When I made it niggas actin funny bout my cheddar, that's a rat trap
Too far gone
Come around here lookin for me that's a setup you get brrraatt brrraatt
From havin no lovin to findin success cause I'm stubborn
They say It's wrong I don't talk to my loved ones