just stand there

And I just stand there

It's been a while since I heard my own voice

I just stand there

Just before she says that she loves me

She loves me

She loves me (how I made you f-)

I sit with the night in appreciation

Of this ability to hear a world

I'm alive

I'm alive and I can feel it

(I just want you to say)

She loves me

(I just want you to say)

And I just stand there

And my one-bed apartment feels like a coliseum

I feel pretty but in a handsome way

(I just want you to say)

She loves me

(I just want you to say)

And I just stand there

And she looks at me like she's taking photos

I just stood laughing, the full lung capacity

And the first crunch of potato, cheese, and onion crisps

I'm wide-eyed at the window

(I just want you to say)

And I just stand there

(I just want you to say)

And I just

And we spent sunrise to sundown in my room

Glued to the window, watching all the people go about their lives

And we decided their futures for them

And ugly laughed

And I remember thinking to myself

"Don't you dare get used to this"

"Don't you dare, don't you"

It felt like all four seasons happened in one day

And I just stand there laughing at you

'Cause I can't believe this is real

And I just stand there

And I just

And I just

I just stand there

I just stand there

I just stand there

She loves me