Long lasting ways don't make 'em right
And yet I find
It's just the price to survive
Think I like living life this way?
Watching the pieces fall into place
And the color fade
Where every step is another mistake I've made
Another brick in the wall in the way
Cherry Kool-Aid in a glass for champagne
Illusion and escape
As I waste my life on stupid shit
And I waste my time for the hell of it
I don't know what to do and I don't know why
Part of growing up is getting trapped in your own life
Her eyes are full of desire to cry
"When I was young I didn't have this in mind
That I'd do this 'till I die"
If every step is another mistake I've made
I hit a wall - it doesn't mean I can't change
Cherry Kool-Aid and a holy hand grenade
Circle the drain
As I waste my life on stupid shit
And I waste my time for the hell of it
I don't know what to do and I don't know why
Part of growing up is getting trapped in your own life
In your own life
So I waste my life on stupid shit
It's my life I can do what I want with it
It's my life I can do what I want with it
It's my life I can do what I want with it
It's my life I can do what I want with it