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It started 9 years ago
I was new to this culture.
And I found it at an undestined time in my life.
For the first time in years
I was able to lift the weight
which has been dragging and tearing me down for so long.
For so long I tried getting rid of the holes in my head.
You wanna know what filled it?
Substance did.
And suddenly? Everything, everything became so easy so fast.
Everytime it seemed as if there were no future nor past.
No future.
No past.
Time passed and guided by white lines
I transcended deeper and deeper into this void.
Always taking more until always needing more than before.
And in my haze (in my haze)
I thought that I'd found it.
Found a place I'd belong.
(gosh, how wrong I was)
And even though it's been 9 years
I'm still grateful for the path I'm on.
Because otherwise I wouldn't have found you.
I mean, look at you.
Look at yourselves.
You're my people.
Look at yourselves.
It's been 9 years now.
9 fucking years.
And I got rid of my cage
but I'm still trailing this fucking weight man (this fucking weight).
I've been trailing it, falling behind and slipping
further away from life than I've ever been.
But I've made a decision.
And I chose life.
I'm choosing my own path now.
And the path I'm on is only upwards.
Only upwards.
So here's to the next 9 years.
I just hope you'll be by my side then.
And if not
It was nice to meet you guys.
9 fucking years man.
9 years.