Can't hide my feelings

I'm an angel so I'm fighting demons

Living in the present got questioning this life I'm given

They talk the talk but don't live the meaning

I feel like my life's been wrapped around a colosseum

Guess I'm A gladiator

They say God gives big battles to the strongest warriors

So can only guess when it's revealed that my callings major

And I don't know why they gassing me

They saying how I'm goated but I haven't done a thing that's equating to that

Still Tryna make it

Fully caught up in this race doing equations

I'm getting ahead of myself I gotta pace it

Take my time but still there's no procrastinating

It's just me and I in this world take what's mine

Never to your front doors where I'll take the fight

The way it was was an eye for an eye

The law was a guy for a guy

And he came and changed a guy for the guy

Came trade his life for our lives

Just for me so I can't fail if I try if I do he'll be right by my side

So I'll open up and let you know here's how I'm feeling inside

I'll shed some light to you here's how I'm feeling at night

Cause some nights I fall in my bed and I'm feeling to cry

All of my life I've lead alone at this point I'm just tired

I know my mums over there and she loves me so much

And I love her right back too so much

All I'm doing is for her she deserves so much

Outsiders ain't got you man as much as your own blood

People offering a hand but I don't want it

Cause I can't trust them in return don't know what they wanting

Their heart is it pure or at heart are they rotten

Got to guard my heart out of it flows problems

You ever felt in a place being lost and you know you need God

So you think to hit him up

Ye I never found no allah I never went to no mosque

But I found Christ I met him in church

It's him I give the glory for my life how it's turned around

He telling me break I'm on the gas so I'm burning out

Caught up in the building whilst deep inside breaking down

I be listening but there's nothing new to learn about

What I talk though I try to live it

I'm set free but still feel imprisoned

But I know it ain't meant to be like that

I'm born again meant to be free mentally feeling like I'm trapped though

So I'm just Tryna talk my pain on a paper

I'm just Tryna tell the world bout a saviour

If you wanting something back keep your favours

We going to the top won't see you later