what was the last thing u said

What was the last thing you said?

It took like over a year to get you out my head

And now I can't sleep

Thinking 'bout everything and all the things we did

And I don't think I miss you

I don't miss the shit that we been through

But now I'm stuck with this

Try not to reminisce or I think I'll start to miss you

I don't know how to explain it

A year of racking my brain and I hated it

It's like I'm holding onto something that you never did

It's like I'll never have something just like we did

It's like I'll never hold hands with someone again

It's like I'll never introduce them to my friends

I guess it's the end

Just fucking look at you

You moved on so fast like, did you want me in the first place?

I wish you the best but only mean that in the worst way

Took you only a month to act like everything was okay

You fell right in love with him like I was just a halfway

Now I'm all on my own, need someone to talk to

My friends all abandoned me 'cause they'd rather choose you

This shit is so draining, need to do something brand new

I get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes

Like fucking look at you

I think that you're right, I'm not the person that I used to be

I can't even hide that fact that this was all because of me

I made my mistakes, I let my head get straight to jealousy

All 'cause I thought you'd be the only one I ever see

But you have to remind me, you have to remind me

'Cause I know you said something, something with meaning

It was as I was leaving, I could've been dreaming

You have to remind me, remind me of one thing

What was the last thing you said?

I swear I didn't mean to leave you on read

But now it's morning, everyone's sleeping

And I can't decide if I should get out of bed

Like I don't wanna miss you

I don't miss the shit that we been through

But now I'm stuck with this

Try not to reminisce or I think I'll start to miss you

It seems like every day I look at the pictures

A couple years of my life in a camera roll

I'm thinking maybe I really miss it

Reliving memories as I start to scroll

It feels like lately I've been stuck and I can't reach my goals

And I can't get myself out, I've been stuck in a hole

I'm really starting to believe it's the end

(Dude, at this point it doesn't even matter like)

Every time they talk about us they say we went Hollywood but

If there ever was a spot to take, I think they probably would 'cause

Every single Zoloft that I take don't do me any good but

Black hair, black nails, she thinks she's misunderstood but

She don't know me like she think she does

And I'll be lying if said I gave a single fuck

And then you push me down and then you pick me up

I'm like one fight away from getting tired and giving up

Just fucking look at you

You moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place

I wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way

Took you only a month to act like everything was okay

You fell right in love with him like I was just a halfway

Now I'm all on my own, need someone to talk to

My friends all abandoned me 'cause they'd rather choose you

This shit is so draining, need to do something brand new

But after all that was said, I don't regret that I knew you