Grand Illusion

I can hear you laughing

I can see you smiling

I can feel the warmth of your touch

Memories are haunting

And this task is daunting

I can't let go of this love I have for you

And all the lies I told myself

I wanted you so bad it went to hell

I thought you knew this, I proved it

But now

That I'm looking back

At what I thought we had

It was all just a grand illusion

I made it all up

I'm so obsessive

I can hear you lying

Through your teeth and smiling

Can't you tell that you're hurting me

I just wanna heal you

Trauma ain't real to you

All I see is you suffering and it kills me

All the lies I told myself

I wanted you so bad it went to hell

And I thought you knew this, I proved it

But now

That I'm looking back

At what I thought we had

It was all just a grand illusion

I made it all up

I'm so obsessive, yeah

Yeah, yeah

I'm so obsessive

Made it all up

I'm so obsessive

I made it all up

I'm so obsessive

All the lies I told myself

I wanted you so bad it went to hell

And I thought you knew this, I proved it

But now

That I'm looking back

At what I thought we had

It was all just a grand illusion

I made it all up

I'm so obsessive

I made it all up

I'm so obsessive, yeah