EOTI (envious of the ignorant)

EOTI

How many times am I gonna feel hollow

Black$moke in my chest

I ain't a fucking role model

All of my acquaintances ignore my sorrow

On my death bed, that'll be one less in the limo

I think I got the opposite of postpartum

My baby was supposed to be here at the end of autumn

I think I need a way out

I feel awful

I really need a way to switch my body for a new model

Hobbies turn to habits and it's tragic

Seems it might be everlasting

My habitat is plastic

I think it's replacing my hemoglobin's

Another gash in my wrist

Another cigarette lit

Another trip

Into the abyss

Saw a brand new vision

She said she want stability and I'm not what she feeling

I wanna blame it all on my mental illness

I need help making sense of these feelings

Thought I could use these rusty fucking tools for some healing

There must be something in this life that I'm missing

I got a rod in the corner but I don't go fishing

Man do I have the strength to continue my mission

I wanna do but I waste most of my time in the corner thinking

There must be something in this life that I'm missing

I got a rod in the corner but I don't go fishing

Man do I have the strength to continue my mission

I wanna do but I waste most of my time in the corner thinking

How many times am I gonna feel hollow

Black$moke in my chest

I ain't a fucking role model

All of my acquaintances ignore my sorrow

On my death bed, that'll be one less in the limo

I think I got the opposite of postpartum

My baby was supposed to be here at the end of autumn

I think I need a way out

I feel awful

I really need a way to switch my body for a new model

How many times am I gonna feel hollow

Black$moke in my chest

I ain't a fucking role model

All of my acquaintances ignore my sorrow