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I've been walking on this tightrope with their voices in my head
Every step they point their fingers, saying what I should've been instead
They don't see the nights I'm breaking just to show up in the day
They just circle 'round my failures like it's all I'll ever say
They don't ask me what it cost me just to stand here and not fall
They just make a list of better versions they want more than who I am at all
I hear them louder than my heartbeat
But they don't hear the war inside me
And they call me a monster
But monsters don't cry like this
They say I should be stronger
But they've never seen the abyss
I'm bleeding through the silence
Still they only see the flaws
If they lived a day inside me
They'd bow before my scars
Yeah, they call me a monster
But monsters don't shine like this
They keep carving out their versions, trying to rebuild me their way
But they never hold a mirror to the ruins where they make me stay
They demand a brighter person while they crush the light I give
They want courage from a fighter they don't even let live
They don't know about the battles I survived without applause
They just show up for the lessons, never once for who I was
I hear them louder than my heartbeat
But they don't hear the war inside me
And they call me a monster
But monsters don't cry like this
They say I should be stronger
But they've never seen the abyss
I'm bleeding through the silence
Still they only see the flaws
If they lived a day inside me
They'd bow before my scars
Yeah, they call me a monster
But monsters don't shine like this
In the dark, the demons whisper
You're still here, and that means light
They're the only ones who see me
When the world calls me a liar
In the shadows, I am glowing
Not the villain they insist
If they knew the hell I walk through
They would kneel before this grit