I can't go back to you, my friend
Don't even ask, don't play pretend
You know you left me lonely, I could tell them the whole story
It may take a couple hours, I've got time, let's get to chatter
How could I explain this situation? Man, it's so damn complicated
Where do I start? Where do I end? I should go back to bed
I'm going back to all the basics, teaching myself now how to erase it
It's like learning a whole new language
And I'm afraid, too scared to face it
I just want consistent clarity, but all my thoughts destroyed
Give me some peace of mind, that's all I need, give peace to all of my family
I can't go back to you, my friend
Don't even ask, don't play pretend
You think you are everything I need
But I gotta leave
You tried, but can't get through to me
It's not you, yeah, it's always me
I closed my heart to you, you see, it opens up for nobody
It's been so hard to fall asleep
The weather always makes my nose bleed
Makes my nose bleed
It's so hard to believe that one day I'll feel peace
I want control over my life, I want that driver's seat
Yeah, it's not you that I need, you push me down when I'm weak
You were never there for me, go pick up your keys and leave
I can't go back to you, my friend
Don't even ask, don't play pretend
You think you are everything I need
But I gotta leave
I can't go back to you, my friend
Don't even ask, don't play pretend
'Cause you think you are everything I need
But I gotta leave (oh, I gotta leave)