heaven/hell

I'm in bad shape

They say that I'm dying

At a fast pace

Like faster than a drag race

Mastered everything I could

They said at that rate

I should be sitting with stacks saved for a bad day

But I'm still in bad shape

No one to pass it on to

If I collapsed face first

And died in a fast way

But wait a minute

I'm more alive than ever

After I made a decision

To accept my fate

Leave regrets in the past

And laugh it away

You'll prolly regret it either way

Cause you in a bad shape

Just let me explain

Inflation and tax rates

Racism from classmates

Days that we remember like the exact date

There's too many of em it's sad mane

And we can't even hit the backspace

Cause back then it was even more that we faced

Like slavery our people exchanged

Using people for entertainment

But I ain't entertained

You should all be ashamed

But it's just a game to them

I hate this world that we in

And the people that come with it

I don't even gotta list a description

If you know you know

It's the night of the living dead

The last judgement

Will I go above or will I descend

Heaven or hell that's the question

Do you wanna feel free or are you tryna descend

I don't know I guess it depends

Do you wanna feel relief

Or are you tryna pretend

Do you wanna feel free

Or are you tryna descend

I'm caught in a loose end

I fought till I couldn't

But I didn't expect this

It's becoming a new trend

Less and less it's a maximum effort

I tried my best to progress

Ended up failing the test

Nothing more to say I tried my best

Let me retake it again