Kind

All we had was time

Your name starts with kind

Fighting with my heart

To move on

Am I the person that you seek

A thing you think you need

Should I start to open up

And test my luck

I can't stop dreading that day

I hear it in

The second half

Of your name

Are you avoiding me

Would you care when you leave

Dreading that day

I'll self-destruct

Despondent fantasy

Obsessed with what we could

Dreading that day

It's in your name

And it's all the same

Substance abuse with a different name

I'm hard on myself

I can't rid your voice from my mind

I'm under your spell

I get lost when I look in your eyes

Started as a game

Yet your name started with kind

Look in your eyes

See myself

Under your spell

Can't break free

Saw you not as a distraction

Though that's what you thought of me

Hearts once close now drift apart

Silence grows where her voice once was

Echoes fade in moonlit dusks

Her laughter gone

All we had was time

Your name starts with kind

Fighting with my heart

To move on

To rid your voice from my mind

Allow the devil back in my life

Not one to rush in blind

But you had blue eyes

And your name starts with kind