Half A Life

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Jaeel

It seem like every time I had your back, you ain't have mine

I guess the words bein' a man just mean that you can't cry

Layin' awake, swipin' my phone, so many sleepless nights

Nobody listen, they keep sayin' you gon' be alright

Got all this weight I carry 'round, that's all me have to fight

And all this pressure that I win just makes it magnify

They tell you work until you old, just live a happy life

And everybody makes it there, so have a half a life

We not all bliss, born in the money, some ain't supposed to win

Ain't had no savings for no college, I was forced to sin

I got into it with my ex, we back and forth again

It seem like I be givin' the hardest test until you forced to quit

So I keep pourin' it, try my best ignorin' it

But I can't lie to you, the life I'm livin' has been torturin'

My memory, torturin' it, my ex, I can't afford the bitch

I know you ain't believin' in this music, but I'm sure of it

That's all we have to fight

Told me music wasn't takin' me nowhere and you ain't satisfied

But lookin' back, I'm kinda happy I let you go

I'm gettin' money while I'm passin' time

This shit I'm on, just know it's classified

Money comin' in, but I've been testin' what this cash could buy

Spendin' by myself, maybe that'll make me satisfied

Maybe that'll make me satisfied

It seem like every time I had your back, you ain't have mine

I guess the worst bein' a man just means that you can't cry

Layin' awake, swipin' my phone, so many sleepless nights

Nobody listen, they keep sayin' you gon' be alright

Got all this weight I carry 'round, that's only half the fight

And all this pressure that I win just makes it magnified

They tell you work until you old to live a happy life

Not everybody makes it there, so have a half a life