Am I Enough?

All I do is let you down (yeah, yeah)

Am I enough? Am I enough? (Yeah)

I just wanna make you proud

Am I enough? (Yeah, yeah) Am I enough?

Losin' sleep is constant

Wakin' up just to hate myself gets tirin', I'm exhausted

When I get stressed and overwhelmed

I ball my fist and resort to violence

Please stop tellin' me I'm messin' up

'Cause when you yell at me, I'm more defiant

Don't take much to show you're tryin'

I just want love, but I feel pain

I don't wanna be depressed, I don't wanna be a mess

Head down when I walk through the hallways

I just hide my tears when I'm 'round my peers

If I let it out, I get called names

Anxiety, deal with it always

If you felt like me, you would know

What it feels like when you're low

All I do is let you down

Am I enough? Am I enough?

I just wanna make you proud

Am I enough? Am I enough?

All I do is let you down

Am I enough? Am I enough?

I just wanna make you proud

Am I enough? Am I enough?

I'm holdin' on, but barely

And even I can't stand me anymore

Oh no, I'm crashin' again

It gets harder to face myself

Hey, I was hopin' we'd speak

Sorry, it's been a horrible week

Well, maybe I'll give you relief

Doubt it, I'll feel better if you leave

See, that's the reason you struggle

You block people out when you feel you're in trouble

But why would you care about me?

'Cause I love you, I'm tired of seein' you fall and just stumble

I'm needin' you helpin' yourself

I feel like you're dyin', you're not even tryin'

I feel like you're killin' yourself

I just belittle myself

I'm tired of feelin' the same and I hate it

Embarrassed to have all these problems

It's not really normal to feel like this daily

I just need you to save me, listen

All I do is let you down