Spun

I lift my eyes, I slow my gait

And I never wanna see you again

You leave me restless, you leave me hung

You leave me coiled, you leave me

Spun, spun, spun

Awaken in a tangle of wire

I slept desperate, trying to reach you

You leave me reckless, you leave me sick

I destroy myself and then I want it again

Spun, spun, spun, spun

Spun, spun, spun

Heavy love

Coiled and spun

A brute, an angel, and a madwoman

A most elegant impediment

Was there from the start

Waiting and repeating within me

Waiting and repeating

My problem is their downthrow and upheaval

And my enquiry is as to their working

And my effort is their self-expression

But I was only rock, dust, water, and ice

And animal instincts all along

The hyperosmia and the base sense

The prodrome and the aura

The shadows and the sleep deprivation

The trichomes and the deliriants

Cut through the fear conditioning

To finally understand

It was all and everything or nothing

And all and everything or nothing

And all and everything or nothing

And all and everything or nothing

And all and everything or nothing

And all and everything or nothing

And all and everything or nothing

And all and everything or nothing

And all and everything or nothing

And all and everything or nothing