Growing up you lived down the street
You always smiling when i see you
You were the sister of my closest friend
I never thought that i could be with you
More mature than me at the time
When i stayed over i could hear you in the other room
Doing things i've never hear before
Not knowing that i'd be doing those things soon
At that time you had a boyfriend
I know you glad you off that rollercoaster
Not doing things he suppose to
I'm sure he's out here looking for some closure
I'm screaming sorry Christina
You can put the blame on me
I'm screaming sorry Christina
I couldn't be the man you wanted me to be
(I'm screaming sorry Christina)
(You can put the blame on me)
(I'm screaming sorry Christina)
(I couldn't be the man you wanted me to be)
Now it's summertime 2008
We both know I got a baby on the way
From a girl that i thought i loved
You told me that would change when the baby came
Wasn't listening to my heart
It's kinda hard when i'm inside of you
Ryan Leslie was on the chart
And our favorite song was Addiction To You
At that time you was single
Currently going though a divorce
Doing things we wasn't suppose to
Had us out here seeking for some closure
I'm screaming sorry Christina
You can put the blame on me
I'm screaming sorry Christina
I couldn't be the man you wanted me to be
(I'm screaming sorry Christina)
(You can put the blame on me)
(I'm screaming sorry Christina)
(I couldn't be the man you wanted me to be)
Now it's 10pm present time
I'm in bed scrolling through my timeline
And i see you got a new man
Your kids grown and you look happy again
Back in the days I was a young dog
I was heartless not caring bout your feelings involved
Now I gotta put my pride aside
Took me 11 years to learn how to apologize
Now you got a new boyfriend
I had you on emotional rollercoasters
Not doing things I was suppose to
Now i'm out here looking for some closure
I'm screaming sorry Christina
You can put the blame on me
I'm screaming sorry Christina
I couldn't be the man you wanted me to be
(I'm screaming sorry Christina)
(You can put the blame on me)
(I'm screaming sorry Christina)
(I couldn't be the man you wanted me to be)