Apostasy

I feel a lump in my throat like a stone

My heart has turned to bone

It seems she had such a peaceful face

When her skin has been cold like snow

I would give my last drop of blood

Just to see the smile today

I would make a great flood, great flood

To let you feel the same pain

One voice is telling me what must be just must be

Other: the world is chaos that you can't realise

One more: I fell asleep and think my dream is real

But all

I deny broken lives over and over and over and over

I just try to turn back time over and over and over and over

I'd break my back if I could bring you back for you

I'd break my back if I could bring you back or you

I'd break my back if I could bring you back or you

I'd break my back if I could bring you back or you

I'd break my back if I could bring you back or you

I'd break my back if I could bring you back or you

(Right, over and over and over and over again)

How heavy is my mask? I don't know

I'm lying face down on the fucking floor!

There's someone for whom you'll betray beliefs

Do I need faith if I'm already crawling on my knees?

I follow her