Who I Am Ain't Who I've Been

And I walked along and I hum a song

With my barrel down in the early dawn

And I flushed a hare and my primer flared

And it got away and I shed a tear

Cause you left the same and I'm to blame

And we may never love again

And I'm cleaning up that busted truck

I'd keep it but I need a buck

And I reach beneath the driver seat

And I found the card you made for me

And I never knew how pure and cruel pain could feel 'til I lost you

And I've dug some graves

And I've laid with shame

And I've cringed when folks have called my name

And who I am ain't who I been

I ran away when I could stand

And I'm never fine

And hope is blind

And you're still keeping me alive