Can We Please Go Back

Broken and battered, open and shattered

Since you've been gone, I feel like nothing matters

Pull out my camera, I'm looking at ya

I should've known I was lucky to have ya

Too inconsistent, too much is missing

You told me that you were sick of the distance

You started bitching, I wouldn't listen

Now that you're gone, I just keep reminiscing

I'm rolling with models, I swear they're the baddest

We start with hello then end up on my mattress

But they only want me because of my status

My money and fame is the thing that attracts them

I know it, I know it, don't think I don't notice

But my only motive is my heart is broken

I don't thinking I'm coping with all these emotions

Just look how I wrote this at four in the morning

Is it really the end?

Now can we please start again

I can't accept the fact that I'ma never see you again

'Cause you were more than my girl

And you were more than my friend

And you were there even when I wasn't whipping a Benz

And you were there even when I couldn't pay my rent

You were there when I only had a couple of cents

You were there when nobody knew my name yet

You never wanted my money, you only wanted respect

And now I'm fucking a chick that I met back in high school

She might be cool but she'll never be like you

I don't know why, I just keep trying to find you

In every girl that I meet and say hi to

I love you but I know it's not enough

I'm just a cheater who's selfish as fuck

This ain't the man that my momma brought up

I'm so sorry I messed it all up

Can we please go back to what we were?

Swear I tried my best to make things work

But it's not enough to erase your hurt

I deceived you, didn't mean to

Can we please go back to when we met?

Before all the mistakes and regrets

Before all the fights and all the stress

That I caused you, now I lost you

That night in Colombia, four in the morn'

That's the first time that you looked through my phone

You're punching my face and there's blood on the floor

Screaming and crying and grabbing my throat

Who are these girls? Who are these hoes?

You got a bitch every city you go

Anth you've been cheating and I didn't know

While I've been here waiting for you at home

You grabbed all my clothes, threw it off of the terrace

Security came, I was fucking embarrassed

I paid them a thousand to say they ain't hear it

I just didn't wanna ruin my appearance

And can you believe that we still stayed together?

After that day we were broken forever

I knew from that day it would never get better

How could I ruin it all for some pleasure?

So yes Isabella, I know this is karma

Just know I loved you the moment I saw ya

Thought we'd get married and have us a daughter

You don't know how hard it is not to call ya

Say bye to your mama

Say bye to your father

Say bye to your auntie

Say bye to your brother

Don't wanna say this but I gotta

I know you're better with Robert

Can we please go back to what we were?

Swear I tried my best to make things work

But it's not enough to erase your hurt

I deceived you, didn't mean to

Can we please go back to when we met?

Before all the mistakes and regrets

Before all the fights and all the stress

That I caused you, now I lost you