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Ain't got shit to say there is ignorance in bliss
Feel like I might fade away if I get another kiss
If I signed my soul away, then i'd never make a hit
You should try to run away it's important that you live
I can't look you in the eyes, if I do it I might cry
I don't even wanna try, I can't handle it outside of my room
I got "HATE" across my fingers, 'cause i'm always gonna feel it
If I see you in the corner of my eye then i'm peelin'
I hate everyone around me, I ain't been the one for healin'
If your soul ain't got no meaning to me, i'm just gonna steal it
'Ion like no confrontation, that's the end of conversation
And in my imagination, I communicate sensations
Of my body shuttin' down, but i'm really shutting out
The only person in my list that i've trusted up til' now
I can't even really tell you why i'm like this, babe i'm sorry
Know it feels like 'ion love you
Like i'm playing you, Atari
Way i'm swapping up my meds baby
I might just be fucked
Spending all my time up, getting fucked by myself again
I don't want no help again
Feel better by myself again
I'm lying through my teeth
Why I do this to myself again?
I don't like the winter, 'cause i'll never be myself
But I love when it's December, 'cause I fucking hate myself
Yuh, hands down, man's down, I ain't ever tap out
'Ion wanna hand out, please put your hands down
I don't want your pity, I got Grave and that's enough
If you not inside my circle, 'Ion like you
That ain't bluff (Yuh)
(Mm-Mm let it- Let it ride for a little bit hold up)
(And If I, and if I, and if I, and if I)
(And If I, and if I, and if I, and if I)
(And if)
Woke up in a mood for no reason, screaming the days are repeating
Beating the brakes off a nigga, bleedin' the brain, can't feel the pain
Because the nerves are disconnected, I got lustful again
I'm not even gonna pretend what I did was okay
I guess it was a mental breakdown