Dirty Love

Knew from the moment that we first locked eyes

That you had a little secret that was hidden in disguise

I tried to ignore it just so I can fantasize

About just us two but you kept up with the lies

Now im sitting in my head

Wondering where this will head

Maybe ill be better dead

Or the person that just fled

Head spinning round lost in what was said

Now i'm caught between the love and the things that we all dread

thought that things were different didn't think you were the same

But I fell into your trap and I can only take the blame

Tried to feel things I used to but I only find the pain

Turned my heart into a weapon now im numb from every name

Texting other guys always on that fuckin phone

Tried to ask you what your doing and you said leave me alone

And I fell under that pressure when you said it in that tone

Now you're burning down our bridges left me cold down to the bone

Pictures I deleted and the memories are gone

Trying to forget your image while the lights were never on

And I tried my best to be the one that you could rely on

But you took that shit for granted and I wish I never won like

Damn

Wasted all my time and I wish I never met you like damn

You the one im missin

I tried to get with you but I was on a mission

And now you dissing like what is the condition

Yeah really kinda crazy how you switch sometimes

I really think of calling you a bitch sometimes

I think that you the devil or a witch sometimes

I wanna ball my hand into a fist sometimes

I hate that you just always wanna switch sometimes like

And now my mind is lost I'm steady signing off

Because the sight of you is sickening I fight it off

Or maybe write it off I'm writing to right my wrongs

Igniting the fire songs with pain that I'm fighting all day

I do this all day I'm crying all day Dying in the hallway I told you always

I don't get off days but now you all fade Think I'm better off tazed yeah

That shit is shocking like why you fighting me

I just told you to block him like what you hiding from me

I thought we was locked in like what's the reason that you two is even talking

Like what you talking