Soul Searchin

(Hmm) Hmm

Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm

(Jay, stoke this) Yeah

I came inside this bitch alone

So that's how I'm gon' leave

Remember when I first thought it

Ain't no one believed

And that's the shit that left me hardest

Now they finna see

I'ma finish what I started, promise I'll achieve

They see the fame, but they don't see the pain

I done been through everything

Baby, I done seen the rain

Lost my grandma sixteen years ago

That shit still weighin' on me

And this white hill by my side

Because these niggas preyin' on me

That's real shit

Pain pills couldn't heal this

And you can give a bitch the world

But in the end, they gon' still switch

I'm speakin' for the real niggas that gon' feel this

And how you say you spent the block

But you ain't kill shit

I was always taught to listen 'fore I speak

I was really in the field

Ten toes with no cleats

Keep enemies close

And watch the company you keep

And you can't feel my pain

'Cause my pain run deep

Lately I been soul searchin'

Tryna find my whole purpose

The shit I seen, it made my heart bleed

But I can't let them demons haunt me

Murder runnin' through my conscience

So lately, I've been movin' cautious

'Cause I know niggas wanna kill me

So, I'ma let these niggas feel me

I'm just grateful that I'm livin'

Lord, can I get a witness?

I'm supposed to be dead

Them bullets missed my head by some inches

Fuck another nigga business

I'ma mind mine

My life hard

You can't walk a mile inside my size 9's

I lost too many niggas

Wish I could rewind time

Feel like I never had a purpose

I'm prayin' I find mine

The proper preparation

Dedication equals greatness

I do this for my family

My siblings my motivation

Just steady dodgin' penitentiaries

This life I live was sent to me

Coulda cut a nigga off

Motherfuck the history

A lotta hate up in the air

I can't let it get to me

A lotta money everywhere

Get that shit by any means

Fuck a label

Them niggas tried to end my career

I'm knowin' that my time is near

They tryna leave me in the rear

I don't fear nigga

Goin' broke is my only fear

Lord, I'm sending up a prayer

I'm hopin' that you can hear

Lately I been soul searchin'

Tryna find my whole purpose

The shit I seen, it made my heart bleed

But I can't let them demons haunt me

Murder runnin' through my conscience

So lately, I've been movin' cautious

'Cause I know niggas wanna kill me

So, I'ma let these niggas feel me

Ah, ah, ah, mmm

Ah, ah, ah, mmm