The Ghost of Her Smile (Midnight Version)

I don't wanna be close

To anyone

So I start to swim

Start to run

I don't wana get swept away

In your tide

Instead I'll sink

Try to hide

And I won't take the bait

Just for you to cast me off

'Cause you don't like the taste

Try bury myself in the sand

'Cause I don't know where I stand

Try will myself to look away

'Cause I know that I'll be swayed

I don't wanna see you

With anyone else

Makes me look too closely at myself

And my mind starts reeling

Can't ignore the pull

Can't escape the feeling

That I don't wanna kiss you

And that's a lie

That I'll tell myself every day until I die

Every day until you're mine

Try bury myself in the sand

'Cause I don't know where I stand

Try will myself to look away

'Cause I know I can't be saved

And I'm tangled in a net

Don't you remember what you said

Don't wanna be your friend

Don't wanna be your friend

I don't wanna be your friend

I don't wanna be your friend

I don't wanna be your friend

I don't wanna be your friend

Don't wanna be your friend