ANXIETY

Sickness I side spews noises

I'm tempted to ruin with new choices

Intrusive thoughts and rude voices

Walking back home with mood poisoning

Quietly

Stick the blade in my sobriety

Lying to myself, my own body defiling

I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety

Shifting between reality and anxiety

I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety

Shifting between reality and anxiety

I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety

No direction interior

I'm lost in a place so familiar

With eery herds of dreary curses

Severely hurt I fear the worst

Peeling my skin in the night hush

Bleeding out feeding my high rush

Watching how deeply this night cuts

Screaming and closing my mind shut

Why

To keep away the same thing

That tried to tear me away in the first place

I'm in front of the mirror looking at my face

But I see another figure smile in my place

It's scaring me, trust me, when I say

You don't know how it feels to be part of a maze

Inside your mind, mental image plays me like a slave

Throws the owner out while you watch him decay

Shifting between reality and anxiety

I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety

Shifting between reality and anxiety

I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety

I'm fading away from the sounds in my skin

Stay away

Tired of the stories from the voice within

Stay away

I'm fading away from the sounds in my skin

Stay away

Tired of the stories from the voice within

Stay away

I'm fading away from the sounds in my skin

Stay away

Tired of the stories from the voice within

Stay away

Shifting between reality and anxiety

I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety

Shifting between reality and anxiety

I'm the mastermind of this perpetual anxiety