So Far, So Good

Please forgive my negativity

I think the panic got the best of me

I never learned to cope with insecurity

Point the finger if you want, but the guilt is erased

You can't shake easily

You bitched and moaned for your chance to show

What you got to give, well shit, here you go

Enough is enough, is my hate all you want from me?

Take the reins and these scars you gave

Will bear fruit at last and absorb the pain

There are risks to play a gutter game like this

It's either trialed my 12 or carried by 6

I shot myself in the foot again

And I can't feel, can't feel anything

I'm waiting for the falling rain to end

So far, so good, I guess

I never really got a chance

To recognize the darker side of me that would give up my pride

Dignity flawed by design

More narcissist than I can hide

Never quite devoted to the notion

That it's noted that if either one of us attempt to climb

You won't look up, and nor will I

I'll keep my head high, and close my eyes

Enough is enough, am I stuck in a memory?

If I just get up, can I trust my integrity?

Enough is enough, am I stuck in the gravity?

If I just get up, can you trust in me mentally?

I shot myself in the foot again

And I can't feel, can't feel anything

I'm waiting for the falling rain to end

So far, so good, I guess

I shot myself in the foot again

And I can't feel, can't feel anything

I'm waiting for the falling rain to end

So far, so good, I guess

Hey, why's gotta be so hard?

Never gonna get this far

I hate every little thing you say

Now you're on your own, okay

Every little thing you say, never be enough for me, okay

Every little thing you say

And now you're on your own

I shot myself in the foot again

And I can't feel, can't feel anything

I'm waiting for the falling rain to end