Better Than Me

I hate that you're better than me

I hate that I lie

Cause nobody better than me

I hate that you try

I fear that you know that I'm right

I fear that I'm high

And no I don't wanna get down

I think that I'll fly

I don't wanna sit in the shade

I lay in the sunshine

I think that my vision gon' fade

I drink for the one time

I'm getting up early to leave

I hope it's a fun time

I don't wanna fight when I go

Hit you with a punchline

I think that I'm happy instead

I know I'll move on for the better

And I wanna travel the world

I hope that you send me a letter

I'm sitting with emerald pearls

That hanging right over my sweater

I play my guitar on the beach

I don't got no stress I don't fret her

Yeah

And I can't have it all

But I want to believe that I can

I don't want you to fall

Because I fear that is not who I am

And I know we compare

Just in ways that I don't want to see

Cause my hearts feeling cold

So I lay here and silently freeze

I hate that you're better than me

I hate that it's true

I wish that I'd better myself

Like it's overdue

I know that you gave it your all

Like something infused

I know that you gave me a choice

So why can't I choose

Like why am I fed up at somethin' I let up and slip right away

I think that it's habit I want it I grab it but nothing the same

I think it's a mission to get what I'm wishin' I want it today

But how can I promise to keep it so honest with no one betrayed

Like would I go settle for something of less

When I wanted more

How could I falsify what I had felt

Don't make up the score

How did you know that I fell out of love

I couldn't ignore