The Plot to Self Destruction

You don't wanna hurt no more

All these pills that you do is fly away

But you always gon' come back home

Said there's gotta be a wiser way

Screaming deep down in your soul

Said you gotta see the light in things

Or you're never gon' reach that goal (that goal, that goal)

I'mma reach my goals

Everything in life I had to pay me a price

Self conversation at night

I wasn't thinking to right

My demons haunt me every line

Getting closer to demise

Depression eating my mind

I'm just tryna stay alive, realize

That I am my worst enemy

But they gotta remember me

Bed these songs in the memory

Call it sixty-nine symmetry

Psychedelics change the way that I see it

Some people like to believe it

But got no facts to receive

It they wanna pull me to corruption

But my spirit interrupted created nothing into something

Now my team we really stunting

But that don't mean shit if that heart ain't cleansed

Every day I sin but my intentions is

To teach higher understanding but the streets be so commended

All the shit I gotta manage don't do too much mental damage

These are just excuses need some spirit contribution

Gotta minimize the usage be a part of the solution (yeah)

You don't wanna hurt no more

All these pills that you do is fly away

But you always gon' come back home

Said there's gotta be a wiser way

Screaming deep down in your soul

Said you gotta see the light in things

Or you're never gon' reach that goal (that goal, that goal)

I'mma reach my goals

Look into the mirror self-reflection intercepted

By the memories regretted but my passion never left it

Like why do I try had to fall just to rise

It's so hard to keep progressing

All this loneliness inside but I

Still stand up puff a Dutch another blunt

Fuck it only way to break out of this rut

It's never easy gotta crutch beneath me

But I'm fighting all these demons

Just like Sam and Dean be (fuck)

Look into the past

Supernatural blast

Before the shadows outcast

Roll up a patch of this grass

Like fuck it life is a trap

Let all these memories past

Another sip out the flask

I keep it coming with the Fuego

And these rappers they ask, yo

I released the beast inside

If I never wake then at least I know I tried (yeah)

Said at least I know I tried (yeah)

Said at least I know I tried

You don't wanna hurt no more

All these pills that you do is fly away

But you always gon' come back home

Said there's gotta be a wiser way

Screaming deep down in your soul

Said you gotta see the light in things

Or you're never gon' reach that goal (that goal, that goal)

I'mma reach my goals