Vile

Addicted to codeine

I see you there lying on the floor convulsing

I'm numb when you're anxious

Blinding my face from the memories that haunt me

Addicted to codeine

I see your eyes staring straight through mine, I'm not coping

I'm numb when you hold me

Embracing my ways with the memories that haunt me

Push me back until it stops

I just wanna feel something more than this ache inside my thoughts

Finding ice to watch on your show

Waking in my bed alone, I think this is suffering

See your ghost inside my door, lingering, not managing

Please don't just tie up that rope, I know I've been here before

Losing as I see you choke, won't you come and fix my soul?

Patch me up, patch me up, then you'll leave me here stranded again

Losing my sanity over your stupid ways and your fake friends

You wanna come at me when it's over?

You love me and I lose composure

This all died when I had exposure

We fall back again when we're older

Changing topics doesn't help, losing sense of my own self

I'm just sinking into hell, bite my tongue, it's here I dwell

Constant state of high, I fall, addicted, shaking, sweating more

Won't you answer when I call? You say that I've lost it all

You wanna come at me when it's over?

You love me and I lose composure

This all died when I had exposure

We fall back again when we're older

Addicted to codeine

I see you there lying on the floor convulsing

I'm numb when you're anxious

Blinding my face from the memories that haunt me

Addicted to codeine

I see your eyes staring straight through mine, I'm not coping

I'm numb when you hold me

Embracing my ways with the memories that haunt me