Love Saved Up

I got so much love saved up

And I'm gone spend it all on us

Finding it so hard to trust

If I can't buy my way to Heaven, What's the rush

There been moments in my life

That I had to sacrifice

And I won't ever waste his time

Cuz I finally see the light

We got love

We got everything we wanted and above

And I say thank you before it's all said and done

I got so much love saved up

And I'm gone spend it all on us

Finding it so hard to trust

If I can't buy my way to Heaven, What's the rush

Born and raised Catholic

But don't go to church no more

Was scared to tell my mama

Because I knew it'd hurt her soul

And out of all her kids

I think I was the first to go

You question Christianity

Black people take it personal

I get it, we all need something to believe in

And the earth is so

Messed up we just yearning for the day

That things don't hurt no more

Honestly I call myself a genius when the verse is cold

But hit my knees when shit aint going right

Worse than a thirsty ho

So everybody stay prayed up

But I think I gotta couple saved up

My name been ringing bells

An alter boy since day one

So check the pay stub, cuz got been taxing me

And tho my faith has atrophied, I let my actions speak

So I won't every speak badly or unnaturally

The invoices getting paid

I move with love attached to me

The bank is always open

And good things are happen gradually

So I just try to learn from my mistakes

Like an academy