Ghost and Rae

I don't take many pictures

Pictures paint a Thousand words

And I'm a man of very few

Unless I write a verse

I step outside my comfort zone

And try to love a little

And I'm reminded of why I like to leave people first

Cos I don't like to feel Left and useless

Coming like a shark that's toothless

I been on some bad behaviour recently

Sleeping round

And putting work off

That ain't me

I'm just down and I need some company

I done you wrong but ain't mean no malice

Said we were brothers

But never called me when you was siping from the chalice

It's ok though

Lost mum and still I manage

To keep afloat

I just sacrifice emotional damage

So I'm nonchalant

Do what I do and keep my head down

I don't care if you're happy

I ain't the class clown

In a cycle of self pity

Rolling through the city

Wondering if LDN will ever fuck with me

Put this group shit to side

Feel like career suicide

Look in my eyes

See a face of a tired man

Work my arse off

And I barely see a grand

Full of intricate raps that you'll never understand

Got them spiritual raps

But feel the spiritual attack

From a force I can't see but feel

Shit gets real

The only words they have for your boy is heal

So many open wounds life seems to dig at

So my heart cold

Living in the moment

Cause my time frozen

Seen a slab of concrete

But know that I'm golden

When granny whispered in my ear and said that I'm chosen

I knew in that moment the world was mine

Gotta trust in these rhymes

But it's easier said than done

When anytime you step out

Life sees you as a pun

Everybody wants beats but never ask about my mental