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You said Youd never leave me
But whyd You leave me here
Im tired of lessons
I just wanted peace this year
Every days a sermon I didnt ask to preach
Im kneelin on the floor pain just out of reach
People call it purpose I call it a chain
Sayin trust in God while I drown in rain
I aint Job Im just a man with bills
Faith dont feed the kids or fill the fridge still
You say Im refined but Im cracked inside
And Im mad at Heaven for how I survived
Whyd You put me here to break
Whyd You build me just to ache
Im prayin loud but You dont reply
Still I sing beneath this sky
I hate the test I hate the climb
But Im still breathin so maybe thats fine
If pains Your forge and loves the fire
Then burn me slow till Im what You desire
I see joy in others why not me
Im teachin kids to dream but I barely believe
God if this pains the proof Im Yours
Then why does mercy feel like war
Ive given all You still demand
My hearts a temple built on sand
I curse then cry then sing again
Faith and anger hold the pen
Maybe Im cursed or maybe Im chosen
Maybe my tears are holy and frozen
Maybe the hates just proof I care
That somewhere deep I know Youre there
So if Youre listenin hear me clear
I hate this road but Im still here
Maybe love aint peace or motion
Maybe its just refining in emotion