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It started back when

I was just a youngin, started

Acting like I was always okay

Not then

It was more like a spiral of conscience

My mind can't process

Struggle to come up with options

My mind said, "Just try death"

My thoughts, have to stop them

Survive them

Then hide them

And it rains and pours

But you're never prepared at all

But you want to stay dry as long as you can

But they tools in hand just don't understand

And they harm and they harm

And they're harming you

And they harm and harm

And the they're harming me

And they call and they call

And they call to me

I was warned

I was warned of their offerings

Whenever the hate got in my mind

I tried to erase where it resided

Now I feel it

And I feel it

I tried escaping the pain within my heart

To keep it from tearing me apart

But now I feel it

And I feel it

I don't want a way out

I don't want your fucking sympathy

Khabib jumping into the crowd

We war religiously

Death wish tendencies

Dog fight every time

Off the muscle memory

I'm running out of empathy

Fuck everything

I lost everything

Suck my dick

You're dead to me

I meant it all offensively

Bloody knuckle, wet dream

I'm drilling holes in destiny

Bad bitch

Bad bitch accessory

C'mon

Fallin' in a pit of love lost

Every single moment got a cost

If I could I'd just forget it all

Forget it all

Whenever the hate got in my mind

I tried to erase where it resided

Now I feel it

And I feel it

I tried escaping the pain within my heart