*sigh*

I try to play these notes

But it feels nothing like before

Cutting through my skin

Step on broken mirror shards

I try to put it lightly but I can't defy gravity

So I fall into pieces on the floor

Drown myself in waves until it's hours after midnight

Forgetting how to function like a normal human being

But what's the point in eating it all just tastes like poison

Skin and bones to be beautiful some day

Chalk it up to clouded grays and falling snow

My friends and I are gonna die of sadness overdose

If we kill ourselves together

Then I'll see you on the other side

Won't I?

Won't i?

Now it's Sunday morning

Coming down from last night's high

And another weekend

Lost to father time

Stall the hourglass for someone heaven sent

But angels don't exist so I end up chasing ghosts instead

Golden rings and silver wings begin to rust

Falling fast, no time to spare - my manic episode

And when I asked the question

You just looked at me with vacant eyes

You sigh

You sigh

"And what is the point," you reply

"If we're all gonna die

And be sent to the void

From before we were born"

But you're here in my sight for a limited time

So just try

Take another breath

What are five things you can touch

Can you feel my hand

Pulling you back down to earth

So let's just talk until these thoughts let go of us

I need you to be my safety when I'm not enough

Chalk it up to clouded grays and falling snow

My friends and I are gonna die of sadness overdose

If time can heal all wounds then maybe it could fix this mind of mine

I'll try