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I'll never be a kid again
You can't keep saying next year
All I ever did was try to love
Keep living through my tears
I can't become an adult
I know I'm emotionally stunted
I feel apathetic
Sometimes think I'm on a watch list
I keep looking at the people 'round me
Wonder what they think
Picturing my head smashed into brick
Your faces make me sick
You're all liars
Fucking fake
You're living lost
Not knowing
Blind and never seeing
I'm invisible
Don't know me
It's hard to even go outside
Resentment building every day
Unconditional has conditions
No matter what they say
There's no good that you could do
To ever change somebody's mind
You are fucking worthless
Give it up, chasing
Why won't you die?
So desperate for attention
That you believe every lie
Blowing up in anger
'Cause you're naive
Knew they'd say goodbye
It's the only thing
That makes you feel
Like you're even alive
So pathetic
Fucking weak
I hate you
Someone tell me why
I live life waiting
For the moment everything will turn black
How much more time do I have to wait
Until I finally can go back
You know I'm not human really
When I peel off all my skin
You could never love me fully
Loving everything within
It's been this way every day
Long as I can remember
Am I just hallucinating
Why can't you all see it
You can't love me as I am
So you all try to reason
You can't even hide
Your hatred for all of my being
Do you hear this all the same
I keep listening to my own music