Swimming Pools

When can I be myself again?

I want to talk but you're not my friend

When I saw you

I got a heart attack

Sometimes I feel I'm better off dead

I wish I could wake up feeling fine

I wish I could tell you I'm just alright

In the meantime

I'll break my heart in two

I want to live with you

You will swim

And you will try

I will wait

And I will die

Don't you know I never wanted you?

Don't you know I never wanted you to go?

I know that if I keep on trying

I might be alright