im not gonna ruin your fun

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You're stupid for thinking I was ever more

Everyone just laughs at me and calls me a whore

Im not crazy, I know what youre tryna do with him

I have these thoughts sometimes, I think they're turning grim

I wanna cut him off, I wanna be set free

But everytime I do, I'm just never happy

He's got me by the tail, I am stuck in place

There's just so many memories I can't erase

I'm not lazy, I just kinda fucking hate it here

I am burnt out from repeating all these years

So

I'm not tryna ruin your fun, im just a little bit lame

I'm never having fun

I'm just a fucking chore when it comes to this

I'm never in the right mind, I'm hard to miss

I'll never forget those words you said to me

You said I was fine, but then switched up on me

But dont expect me to come knocking at your door

Too fucked up to beg, man I wish I could be

Someone thats worthy of your time

I give you my all, and I'm left here to die

I'm not gonna ruin your fun, you go ahead and play

But don't come looking for me, cuz' you're too late, I already died

(And it was all I could do not to laugh in her face!)