Soon You'll Understand

Mm, you don't understand now because you're cryin', and you hurt

You'll understand soon enough, soon enough

You're my best friend's sister, grown woman and all

But you see how I am around girls, I ruin 'em all

Plus your mom call me son, around you since I was small

Shit I watched you mature, nah, this ain't right

But still when your boyfriend ditched you, life's a bitch you cried

Over my right shoulder I told you to wipe your eyes

Take your time when you likin' a guy

'Cause if he sense that your feelings too intense, it's pimp or die

I bought you earrings on your birthday

Drove you to college your first day

It must be sad, though it hurts to say

We could never be a item, don't even like him

You deserve better, this is ugly, Gina, please don't love me

There's better guys out there other than me

Like a lawyer or a doctor with a Ph.D

Think of how upset your mother and brother would be

If they found that you was huggin' me

My conscience is fuckin' with me

(Let him hold you, let him touch you)

(Soon you'll understand)

Man, I look in the eyes of our, this

Our kid, this whole life we made together

Tryin', really tryin' to make it work

We're young, and I ain't ready, and I told you

It ain't like, I ain't tell you from day one, I ain't shit

When it comes to relationships, I don't have the patience

Now it's too late, we got a little life together

And in my mind I really want you to be my wife forever

But in the physical it's like I'ma be trife forever

A different girl every night forever, told you to leave

But you're stubborn and you love him and

No matter what despite all the fuckin' and the cheatin'

You still won't leave him, now you're grievin'

And I feel bad, believe me

But I'm young and I ain't ready, and this ain't easy

Wasn't fair to tell you to wait, so I told you to skate

You chose not to, now look at the shit we gotta go through

Don't wanna fight, don't wanna fuss, you the mother of my baby