SEX WE HAD

I built a castle in my mind and

We already moved in

It's funny how it's all changing

You can go from royalty to nothing in the blink of an eye

And now I'm sitting in my room just feeling sorry

I feel like you're the one who never seems to want me

I wish that you always chased me with that same old passion that you did that night

But looking back you had one or two drinks

So damn it what the hell was I thinking

About as deep as a bathroom sink

I just wished that a half of you'd mean it

Girl you can't go pretending with someone who really wants you like that, oh like that

Cause I'm searching for meaning while you decorate your bedpost one scratch, I'm one Scratch on it

Darling all I wanted was you, but you just wanted to be on your back

If I got to pick, then I'd choose to undo all the sex we had

Now that all the butterflies have come and they've gone

Oh I feel like I can separate the words from the font

And they don't mean much

There's nothing sacred left to be found here

I feel like I'm a lonely pro that's trying to outweigh the cons

And I think if I'm a problem, then you must be the cause

Oh when we lost touch

The whole illusion crumbled around here

And now I'm thinking like I

I can't savour the moment anymore

You got me so damn pessimistic

And I

I miss having something to wish for

It's like I been wishing for more wishes

Girl you can't go pretending with someone who really wants you like that, oh like that

Cause I'm searching for meaning while you decorate your bedpost one scratch, I'm one Scratch on it

Darling all I wanted was you, but you just wanted to be on your back

If I got to pick, then I'd choose to undo all this

Girl you can't go pretending with someone who really wants you like that, oh like that

Cause I'm searching for meaning while you decorate your bedpost one scratch, I'm one Scratch on it

Darling all I wanted was you, but you just wanted to be on your back

If I got to pick, then I'd choose to undo all the sex we had