Is This What I’m Made Of

There's a light, I can feel it

But I'm bound to mess it up

Like I've done my whole life

I'm beginning to start believing

Is this what I'm made of, yup

I hate starting things again

Burning out from waking up

And I'm afraid I'm not a man

Every day I'm losing luck

I've had every opportunity

To have the things I love

But if I waste another day

I will give up

Why can't I just give up

Why can't I just give up

There's a light, I can feel it

But I'm bound to mess it up

Like I've done my whole life

I'm beginning to start believing

Is this what I'm made of

Is this what I'm made of

Somehow since I was a kid

I think I've been lucky

But it was for somebody else

Not for me

Someone who is thankful

Who takes their chance

A person that's nothing like me

Then I met a pretty girl

That I think is stupid

'Cause she has seen every chance

I blew it

But for a reason I don't understand

She thinks I can do things that I can't

I lay in bed when I'm in my head

I don't have a friend to complain to

There is nothing left, have I reached my end

I don't think I'm made for this

For this

There's a light, I can feel it

But I'm bound to mess it up

Like I've done my whole life

I'm beginning to start believing

Is this what I'm made of

Is this what I'm made of